Its been quite awhile
Since I last blogged, lots of stuff has happened recently… On the plus side, she’s finally back with me.
But being me, I kinda asked her to cut relations with her ex. Its not that I don’t trust her, its just well a phobia I suppose. She broke off with me once before and I’ll be damned if its going to happen again. Like Hui San said once to her before, its either she goes out with me and 绝交 with him and vice versa. Can’t have the best of both worlds. I guess previously I wouldn’t have minded, it was cool with me but once its happened before, well, you kinda get scared.
Anyway, as the previous night events go; We argued twice yesterday morning, both because of her ex, I’d rather not go into detail about that since I’d rather not remember the unhappy moments, I have selective memory, I can remember what I want to instead. Bla bla bla… we talked a bit in the car and I asked her what she doesn’t like about me. Got the list right here
- My temper
- I can be rough at times
- Too unsympathetic
- Require too much ‘attention’
I’m working on it, cause all I really want to do is make her happy. Just for the record though, I don’t lose me temper all that often but when I do, I generally think its justified, just that for some people, justifications might be different. To be really honest, I was kind of waiting for her to ask, what don’t I like about her, but she never got around to that part.. Maybe another day, yeah 
Back on track after we kissed and made up, she finally got her car cigarette lighter fixed so her MP3 player would work (That’s another story though) and I went back to my old office to get a memory card for it. What’s a memory card without songs right? So decided to copy some songs from my home PC (which later I found out that she didn’t like all that much) then she decided to follow me to my room. One thing led to another and she ended up taking a nap, by the time she got up, it was about 6 and even then I had to practically drag her out. Went to buy some bread and a cake for the birthday boy and met up with Hui San.
Birthday cake "生日快了温柔王子"
The three of us went back to her place, and met up with her mom. She was kinda pissed that her daughter smokes but then again, with that many people present, she was on her best behavior. So she had this really silly looking dress and she was asking me if she minds me wearing that. I replied her “Of course not, Its perfectly all right if you want to look silly” and I guess she was really 扎到-ed. So yeah, she showered, and we went to pick up the birthday boy and headed down to Neway. On the way while she thought I was asleep she commented my taste in music sucks 
That kinda hurt me in two ways cause… 1. We’re just about to go K where all there is is music and 2. I don’t care what the world says to me cause it don’t mean a thing, but everything she says means everything to me. I was kinda sulky and all for awhile but then, honestly speaking, I can’t stay mad at her for long ^^. Love her waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much for that. Plus, she did do a little dance for me, so I couldn’t really stay upset.
At the K was hilarious, had loads of fun, and took tonnes of pictures till like Hui San was complaining, We GOTTA go back! Me mum’s gonna kill me… etc etc.. so we finally left about 2 or 3 and ended up yumchaing at Bukit Tinggi of all places ( For the initiated, that’s somewhere near genting). Yum cha.. chit chat and play truth and dare. However whatever was said at that table, will remain at that table so ’nuff said. Oh and she was bugging me the whole night about like we can do stuff when we’re ‘official’ and all, and she was kept stressing on the word, I know I can be a bit slow at taking hints sometimes but I just couldn’t find the right place or time till like 5 (That’s when I have to think about her everyday) she was like “Its now or never” so I knelt down (at a MAMAK, mind you) and asked her “Would you be mine again?”.
Would you be mine (Take 1)
Would you be mine? (Take 2)
The 2nd one was because on the first one you couldn’t really see me kneeling down. She said I didn’t have to kneel and a squat would do fine, but hey, if you want to do something might as well do it right, right? Anyway, squatting would make me look like I’m taking a dump 
On a final note, was reading through some love quotes earlier and this one describes me perfectly
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you…. The one who turns to his friends and says, ‘that’s her.’”
I guess I’m that guy, I just wish I could show her off to my friends, that one day she’ll have the courage to meet them.
